A bunch of us wanted to do something for Doris as her birthday is on Independence's eve.
Due to the upcoming trials, we couldn't plan much of a surprise so we had lunch! sorry babes. =) We had lunch in Chillis, Mid Valley.
Me, Alexis and Felicia aka NUR FATIMAH went there right after school.
So after some grooming into descent looking civilised people, I repeat DESCENT looking CIVILISED people, we made our way to Chillis as we met up with Jenn Ai.
We sat down and ordered the food before the rest came which includes the star of the day because for God knows how long it takes for the food to be served.
FISH couldn't join us that afternoon as she had no transport all the way from Damansara ( probably some 'ulu' village corner of Malaysia which makes up less than 0.0000001% of the country's population )
What a friend right?
But i'm sure her mind and soul was with us the whole while eh? Haha!
So we took pictures ( i'll have to look for all the pictures we took and post it up when i'm done) , ate, we got a cake for Doris and keeping each other updated on what's the 411 or in other words, the latest stories, news and gossips.
What can you possibly get when you put 6 girls all together?
I had loads of fun today.
I got a new PURSE. Finally! and a very sophisticated flower shaped ring, 2 spaghetti tops and a magazine.
I got home and I have to pack.
For what? Haha! =)

I so looking forward to this weekend where I can finally unwind myself, take a break and just relax by the beach.
How nice..?
Okay, yes.
I am going on a holiday, but its not anywhere far. So yea.
I am done packing so thats why I'm blogging.
Its 1.22am and I'm leaving later at 5am. I am going to Perak.
Details? Next post yes?
Owh yes, I was looking forward to one of my favourite weekends after such a long time but guess what?
I'll be missing all the fun in the water. ( if you get what i mean )
I'm just not in the mood of doing anything anymore.
My stomach hurts like crap and I can't freaking get on with whatever I want to do.
This is so annoying.

Alrites, I'm going to bed. I'll let you know how I bear with this defect in my next post okays? =) Till then, Happy Blogging!

p.s :

DORIS,

A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY FRIEND!!! I know we just got close recently and stuff but I am very glad to have to as a friend. Sorry that we fail, i mean i think I've failed to give you a unforgettable 17th birthday. I am so sorry. I hope you had a great time hanging with us and the cake. Thanks for just brightening up my day when you get all excited and your adrenaline just shoots sky rocket high that makes your face turn flushing RED. Haha! That never fails to lit a smile on my face. =) Well, I'm gonna wish you all the best in life and no matter what happens down the road, I'll be there for you. We'll still keep in touch i hope. I'm just so glad you are you and that you are here. Have a blast this birthday! We'll make it awesomest the next time. mwahs.

Dissapointed & In Pain,

.Christina.Chan.

Oh my, Oh my. I just can't resist not blogging. I have no idea why?! I feel rather incomplete. My itchy, itchy fingers just won't let me go! Haha! I know right now everyone I know is busy studying and not to miss, burning MidNight oil. I on the hand, am considered very relax! Oh Christina, what in the world is wrong with you? To be honest, I have no idea! .sigh. My soul is there crying out loud, worrying about exams but my mind just wants to shut off everytime I want to study. Yes, yes i know. It's all in you mind. I'll try to buck up! I will.. but don't get your hopes too high. =) In between classes we had a break and we were walking downstairs to grab a bit and to my surprise, I saw a RAINBOW! Then i said out loud, ' There is HOPE! ' I hope there is.. =)

As for now, I am going to shut my eyes and my brain as well, it's been a very long day. I had tuition and stuff. So Good Nights! I have another long day to go tomorrow.

With loads of hugs & kisses,

.ChristinaChan.

It has been

RAINING the whole of today.

I am So LOVING

the weather!

I am so LOOKING forward

to this WEEKEND! =)

I'll Never Want to Grow Up!!

It is true that when we were all kiddies, we wondered and pondered about what being a grown up is like. For some of us girls, we will even try to dress up like a grown up and steal our mummy's lipsticks and perfume and try them on. When we're finally a teen at about say 12 0r 13, we'll do and try all sorts of act that we think the grown ups do. Naive much. Every child has no worries about the world and what's happening out there where as, a grown up has to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. Nothing comes easy yes but the amount of pressure and stress just makes it so much more easier for us to give up. To add on, there are bound to be hurts along the way. Its hard enough to mend a broken glass what more a broken heart? One hurt after another just somehow reveals itself again every time we swore that it will not happen again. How ironic? Little minds don't have to worry of getting hurt now, do they? All they will do when they are hurt is to just cry and there, back to who they were. Its like they have some sort of power to erase things for real. Everything will be provided for them and they do not need to worry about exams and what it takes to succeed in life. They can play all day long, laugh and giggle all day long. I miss my barbie dolls and 'I have no worries' days back then. But reality is reality. I am now an almost grown up i can say. There are burdens I have to carry now, even if i like it or not, I have to face it. Just as the saying goes, I wish i was a little girl again, because its easier to mend a broken doll than a broken heart. I wish I'd never grow up.

I miss the peace I have in You,

I miss the love I've found in You.

I miss the joy I've experienced when I am with You,

I miss the passion I had for You.

I am truly sorry,

Please bring me back.

Send your brightest star and warmest love,

Don't leave me astray in this lonely world.

For when I am alone,

I am nothing.

But with You,

I can be everything.

Envelope me in Your arms once again,

To reclaim what I've lost is much gain.

Lead me the lost back to You,

I want to come running after You.

.Let me be soaked with love.

My mummy's dead roses

Oh its RAINING now! Grrreeaatttt!!! I LOVE IT when it rains! It just brightens up my day! =) I'm sorry I've been blogging so recent. Well, its the HOLIDAYS and I have nothing to do but to study, eat, sleep and go online. Anyways, I wanted to take some rainy pictures outside but failed. =( I was soaked wet and it was raining too heavily. Haha!

I still manage to take some pictures okays. Not exactly a picture with the best resolution or what so ever. I took it for fun. =)

This is what I found in the garden. A pot of dead roses! Mummy bought it like a few weeks ago and now its dead! I told her that the weather is too hot to sustain it but she won't listen! It was at first a very nice pot of different coloured roses but now its all brown! She bought it because she thinks its CUTE and PRETTY. Now, I don't think its all that pretty anymore.

Spinning, twirling, flying away

Memories guide me from yesterday

Time will reveal my destiny

So why should I fight what's right for me?

I'll live, I'll breathe

I'll dance my dreams

Hold me, kiss me

Look through my eyes

Know me, oh feel me

No more disguise

So why should I fight

What's planned for me?

I'll live, I'll breathe
I'll dance my dreams

Take my hand

Dance in my world

As I live, I breathe

I dance my dreams

Tomorrow will be mine

Today is ours

I will never let go

Until time unwinds

Today I have just arrived

I'll dance my dreams.

Yes, I will...

And today at Tuition. I flunk my physics test! Not like i never study but wtv i've studied didn't come out or it came out in a very deformed manner. Especially waves! OMG! I thought I was reading some alien Morse code or something. I'm serious ok? and i didn't have much time to finish everything cause i didn't know i was suppose to do only the objective part and went on with the subjective! Silly me! This is so depressing. =( I'm so going to need some tranquilizers or some kind of anti-depressant that will do wonders! or maybe I'll just buck up.

I lost my voice btw. There's this once my brother asked me to shut up and not talk cause my voice irritates him! He's so mean! But he got what he deserves after making that statement. Nyehehehe! that taught him a lesson. I sound like a duck or a man. Sometimes my voice sounds squeeckkyy or it sounds rough and deep. Probably sexayh too! haha! But i hardly can talk.

Good Nite to the world! Me going to sleep after I gosok my gigi (it smells like garlic cause i ate garlic toast. ! ! grosszzznesss ! !) and cuci my muka. Its been a long day! This is the worst holiday ever!

I am Proud! =)

Well, just as what most malaysian would do last sunday which is to watch the badminton match for the Olympics. It is said to be an event not to be missed especially for us Malaysian. Our star player Lee Chong Wei manage to battle it through to the finals against Lin Dan, the world's #1 badminton player. So me and family went over my friend's house for dinner and stuck our butts to the sofa to watch the match. To tell the truth, this my 1st ever event that I am actually excited about through out the olympics. I actually take the time off my books to watch it ok?! HAHA! So my heart was beating way fast and i was kinda disappointed that we lost! The anticipation of watching the shutter cock going from left to right and left again was just so great i can shit ok?! Gross right?! i didn't really shit of course. Its just a figure of speech! but seriously, i am sure everyone agrees with me. Chong Wei did many mistakes. Mistakes that a star player shouldn't do but no doubt Lin Dan was good and fast! If you interpret his name, it mean zero (lin dan) We were cursing him when he won the 1st set. The adults were like, "hope he sprain his ankle! " and "hope he gets a stomach pain and pull out of the game.!" they're so mean! haha! And then you know at intervals, there will be 2 guys who comes and mop the court?.. My friend's dad blurted out of a sudden and said, " Oh, look! its synchronise moping!" then we all burst out laughing and then he added, " Eh, they get medal one lar!" and eversince that, everytime they mop the floor, we'll all start laughing. Funny much! Okay so all my hope for us winning gold when down the drain when he lost but I am very proud that he took the silver which is already an improvement from the last olympics when Malaysia only got the bronze for I dunno what even but i'm guessing its badminton! haha! I am so very proud and I am sure we'll do better next time. I can believe i am saying this but here goes, MALAYSIA BOLEH! haha! =)

Cheers to all!

In the quiet,

in the stillness,

I know that You are God.

In the secret of Your presence,

I know there I am RESTORED.

When You call I wont refuse.

Each new day again I'll choose.

In the chaos,

In confusion,

I know You're sovereign still.

In the moment of my weakness,

You give me grace to do Your will.

When You call I won't delay.

This, my song, through all my days.

All my delight is in You.

All of my hope,

All of my strength.

All my delight in in You.

FOREVERMORE...

I mean every word that has be written. I am not ashamed to tell the world the most of fundamentals that had brought me this far in life. I am gonna live the rest of my days according to His will. Thank you Jesus for crucifying on the cross to set me free, now i will live to bring you praise. Teach me and guide me. I surrender it all to You.

This is why I suka sangat sekolah!

School can get so whacky and crazy at times! I just love to laugh at all the stupid jokes we make and stuff. This is the only thing i look forward to everyday when i come to school if not i won't even come to school. Haha!

This is Alexis or you can just call her Wai Nee. This was suppose to be a 10 shot thingy but it was all with only her and the rest of us as her background. What loser girl! haha! I am sure there'll be more pictures. Will keep you updated! I've gotta go for a pixel search.=)

This is MANVEEN KAUR CHEEMA aka MARGARET!! This was her when she was in form 1.

This was during lunch after the prefect de-installation. As always, me and fish always manage to sneek right in and join in the fun!

You guys are just so awesome. I am sorry if your there are no pictures of your very beautiful face friends. You know who you are and i very much do appreciate you too! haha! =)

CHRISTINA is CURRENTLY DOWN with NOSE ALLERGY (if there's such thing)
I hate this feeling. Its like i need an external filter to filter the air before i breathe it in. WTC?! I can't stop sneezing. My nose turns RED and its NOT cute! *grins* its not flu for sure! its irritating! I need a cloth peg or something to close my nostrils if not I'll start sneezing and my nose will itch and run up and down everywhere.

daddy is being such a pain these days. I dislike ( i won't want to say hate) him! i will not elaborate any further on what happened...

Time.to.hit.the.books

The MOST Perfect Definition of Love

Love is PATIENT,
Love is KIND.
It does not ENVY,
It does not BOAST,
It is not PROUD.
It is not RUDE,
It is not SELF-SEEKING,
It is not EASILY ANGERED,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always PROTECTS, always TRUSTS, always HOPES, always PERSEVERES.
Love NEVER FAILS.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect dissapears.

Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known.

And now these three remain : faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is LOVE.

HE is REAL

When I am down and lonely,

I'd be sure to think of HIM.

When I am lost and weary,
HE will find my need.

When the world is against me,

I read these words and know HE is true.

When life hits me hard,

HE will be the strength that carries me through.

HE will walk with me everyday,

And love me in everyway.

Never leaving me,

Always holding me.

As I place my life in HIS hand,

I know HE will carry me in EVERLASTING ARMS

This week has been an awesome much week. Pretty boring at times especially at school. School is just so full of nonsense at times! I think I'm gonna get expel from school because of my attendance. Sad. =( But whatever larh! hee!

SCHOOL

Life in school is very much boring at times so i have my babies (colour pens) to keep me company. - i have more colour pens than you can ever imagine. the pictures on top are just part of it all.

And when it comes to subjects like Math and Bio, I will start doodling! Nice eh?

And when its english time, we just sit around and play games like bingo and stuff.

These 2 people [ left(manveen) : camel/ Margaret from PCK. Right( mershel) : Ogre/ gigantor/ Chu Bang) ] are the people I just love to disturb. They are just so much fun! Love you guys loads! =)

08.08.08

Haha! What a significant date huh? Especially for the chinese. =) Anyways, I pretty much celebrated it with a bunch of my friends. Actually it was Uncle Joseph's birthday party held on that day and Me, Esther, Liz, Melie, Joanna, Melodie, and Michelle were ask to perform a dance for his party. So after that we had our own time of taking pictures and watching Olympics. Haha! So yes. I had loads of fun because I skipped school cause there was gonna be some prayers thingy going on and I spent my half of the day cleaning my room. I threw out so much of rubbish! So PROUD of myself. Now i feel more organized.

US chilling before the performance. =)

My twin! =)

Me just being plain silly.

This is what i wore. =)

So white.

I look weird here but its the company that counts!

The Day After

Okay so that was yesterday and today! Owh today! I don't know where to start. *thinks hard* hmmm.. Okays. Lets start with this morning. I woke up at 7am. Relunctuntly i did manage to wake up to go for tuition. I have tuition today from 8am till 2.30pm. It started off with Physics which is from 8am- 9.30am followed by Chemistry at 9.30am-11.00am then Biology from 11.00am-12.30pm then i had break for half an hour and then it was Add Maths after that from 1pm- 2.30pm. Its total madness i know. Haha! Crazy huh? Yea so after that i went to meet up with mummy and we went to Mid Valley. We bought Big Apple donuts and many other snacks. Today i tried something very interesting. It is a thai delicacy which is called Tim Tum Krob or something like that. Its really nice. Haha! After a long and tired day, I am glad I have people in my life that helps makes my day!

Delicious! Mmmm...

Not only people but also things like my stress ball!!

Introducing Mr. Smiley

And Mr. Cool

I have one more which is red in colour but it was at home so yea.

*Life is full of sweet things*