Sunday, October 10, 2010

LOST.AFRAID.PSYCHOTIC

I might just turn into the 3rd word anytime soon. I feel like dying now. It is obviously a very vague thing to say but its true. I like the way things were but the way things were isn't the way things should be. I'm afraid to ask because I'm afraid what the answer might be. Why my life has to be SAD? Why is it that people who are suppose to love me are the very ones making life so difficult.. wait I need to rephrase that, EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.

I just wanna runaway. I hope rapture comes now.

If anyone is to talk to me or have been talking to me recently and you think something is wrong with me, tha'ts right! something is going on that I cant take it. ITS too OVERWHELMING. Im sorry.