It's really sad to be subjected to point of views about you knowing they are all false implementions. I mean its really sad when you are trying your very best to change but people just refuse to see. I am trying my best to change. Why is it that I am being 'seen' as what people say? You certainly have no proof or whatsoever to prove what you think of me. Today, I can say, made me reflect upon many things. Sometimes I just wished i had the courage of a lion to walk up to you and say, "hey. would you give me a chance to prove myself worthy?" I am very sure of what I want this time. I've never felt this way before. Yes, I've made mistakes but that was last time. I was young and naive and I am already blaming myself for making those mistakes. My parents should have just locked me up and not let me socialise. I am just hoping for the best. I am deeply terrified of what is going to come in the future but I will keep the faith burning in me as prayer is a very powerful weapon. Nothing is impossible.

Never loved anyone as much as I love you.