NOT FORGOTTEN

This was at Segi college. It was the Cheer 08 seminar. I found this picture somewhere. I dunno where. Just wanted to post it up cause... I MISS THEM ALL! except for some. *ahem ahem* There you can see me and melissa johnson being just as crazy as we always do! I am serious, she can go as loud as the amplifier and i can go as crazy as to say silly things and makes everyone laugh. Haha! I miss those days. =) Those silly, crazy, whacky days. love you much. mwah!

Sweat It All OUT!

Finally add maths is over. But its kinda bad. I mean its kinda hard. Well, its add maths! Anyways, today me and Wai nee went to hit gym and then swimming. While I was exercising, it gave me the chance to to think and to ponder upon myself. Like, to clear misunderstandings that may be cause by my actions, words and attitude. It gave me a chance to reflect upon myself. Exams seriously drive me BONKERS! Sorry to those whom I have mistreated. Trust me, it wasn't what i meant or intend to do. I am so truly deeply sorry. I should have think before I say! Thats one of my weakness!! Very bad! I need to overcome that! It seems that sometimes my emotions just takes over me. I tend to say and act according to what I feel. I am so sorry. Give me the time, I'll change. But please bear with me for the time being. So yea, I'm truly glad to have true friends who would tell me the rights and the wrongs than to get angry over me and stuff. Thank you. It may hurt yes, but its for my good, and I'm willing to listen and to accept. =) I think I haven't been a good friend lately or a good person altogether. sorrys. I know no matter how many times i apologise, it wouldn't make the difference but only through my actions. I love my friends. I really do. I appreciate them for the tiniest thing they do or as simple as for their existence. I am serious! As I am confortable around you guys, my flaws starts to reveal themselves because when I with you guys, its like I've got nothing to hide and I want you guys to be my true friends. True enough to know the real me. Now I know there are things that I did or do that isn't very nice, I am please to know and willingly to change.

Before we leave.

Alexis's Sexayh pouty lips. Actually she ate the super spicy hotdog. Its ok, she looks like angelina jolie now!

This is HER. My all time working out-lepaking partner. Im glad things worked out. =)

Clear thoughts. Clear mind. I am sane.

me.love ♥

GUILT

Hello civilisation! haha! Its the last week of exams. To be exact, its the last 3 days of exams. I am indeed very relieve that trials are coming to an end but I'm still feeling guilty. I am not gonna story about what makes this guilt come to life but I'm gonna take this oppurtunity to say how sorry i am.

I am so sorry my dearest friend whoms house is practically my 2nd home. I am so sorry for doubting you. I shouldn't have. I am so truly sorry. Thank you for having a big heart to forgive me. I am truly sorry.

I am also sorry for the people I can't help. I just couldnt bring myself to do such a thing. I am so sorry. Please don't get mad at me. I am sorry. Truly am. Even if I did, I feel so troubled. I am so sorry.

I am sorry for the people who feels down and like when it seems the whole world is against you. Im so sorry. There's nothing i can do to undo what happened. I am sorry. It just makes me tear know people that i cherish most beating themselves up because probably something that they didn't ought to do. No one is perfect. Think of whats good.

Okays, anyways, enough of emoing.
I am going to study now.
And im gonna look forward to this FRIDAY.
Will surely update about it soon! =)

Its heartbreaking.

Christina.Chan

The BRAIN MALFUNCTION!

I don't think my brain is working.
I don't think I have the thing called brain anymore.
I had bio trial paper yesterday and chemistry today.
Nothing really went into my thick skull for chemistry because
my brain was still filled with biology.
I was so worried for bio that I spend most my time studying it and
so unintensionally ignored Chemistry.
I only got to realize that i don't know anything about chemistry!!
Then I tried to study but NO
nothing went in.
My head was too full with facts from biology.
Now that chemistry is over.
I have to find a way to minimize all the I've studied and
subconciously store it somewhere else.
My brain feels so squashed up.

If you know what i mean.
I just can't bring myself to stuff physics into my head.
*screams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
oh gosh!

Oh LOOK! i found these pictures!
When i still had my giler giler panjang rambut.
We were at Phaik May's room yes?

This just brings back good old memories. =)
Can't wait for this Friday when I get the chance to partyy!! all nite long!
Wahahahas!

Till then,
LOVES ♥

BIM-DY

Today someone found something in the garden outside my house and decided that its a bracelet. Yes it does look like one but its too big for a bracelet. This was what happen :

bimboD : Eh, girl do you want this?

me: Hmmm? What is it?

bimboD : its a bracelet i think.
me: Are you sure?
bimboD : yah. I guess so.

me : (examining it properly) eh, nolar! Its a dog collar! What lar you!?

bimboD : Where got? So big meh?

me : For small dogs lar!

bimboD : Oh, really?

me : yes. omg!

*don't mind the 'lar's and the 'mah's *

Funny? Sad much. That bimboD is my DAD! He is such a bimbo but i don't blame him. He doesn't know a thing about bracelets and stuff. If he were to know, I'll be scared. =S

FYI : the title bim-dy is the combination of Bimbo Daddy.

There! the ugly looking dog colar-necklace.

The recents pictures :

While i was studying history just not too long ago.

Canton-i, 1 utama. I went there for dinner just last monday after tuition. The food is just as awesome as its deco! I LOVE the deco!



There are more pictures of Miss Alexis but i have decided not to post it up! You'll vomit after that! hee! I am going to hit the showers! And enjoy the rest of the studying or maybe not! Happy blogging! Mwah!

Miss i-got-chocs-today!

Christina.Chan

Trials Babeyh!

What such hassle?!
Trials all in all sucks!
Well it probably will be.
Its only the second week.
Bm paper 2 was crap!
English was boring.
Sejarah was painful!
My hand i mean.
So much to write.
I'm missing everyone I got lost in contact with and also those im seeing everyday!
Im outta words..
Im so not looking forward to my sciences paper. (phy,chem,bio)
Im just looking forward to moral.
YES! why? Its the last paper!
Can't wait!

Eppy happy preppy birthday KEN JON! =)
You've been such a big bro to me!
I mean yea. I've known u all my life!
Have a blast dude!
Cheers to you! =))))

me.miss.my.long.hair.very.very.muchie!
(omg. i sound so cina)
Till then toddles babykins!

INSANITY

Raindrops are pitter pattering,

And here I am sitting down without doing a thing.

My history book is sprawled open on the table,

but my head feels so disabled.

Raindrops I hear you,

So much of me wants to be soaked in you.

My brain feels so tangled up with numbers,

Its probably the sight of integers for the pass few hours.

Raindrops, raindrops,

How free you fall without a thought.

All these words and numbers are driving me to pain,

I guess I'm becoming INSANE.

Raindrops, what such reality,

Wash away this INSANITY.

That I will once be free again,

Let me not be soaked in vain.

Raindrops, you've got nothing to hide,

How translucent and fine.

Clear these skies that I may find,

Something so bright, oh rainbow shine!