Freedom from StothePtotheM

Haha! Weird title but sort it. I am F-R-E-E babeyh! FREEEEEE!!!! WEEE!!! I can't finally breathe now. The world seems a better place to live in. Everything just seems brighter. So we girls did alot of things after our paper? We first have to groom ourselves for we have turned into almost the opposite sex due to exams. So after that, we have to obviously freshen up and we made our to *drumrolls* ONE utama. Well, the whole world was there but whatever. So we got to watch twilight!! Woot woot! It rocks the adrenaline outta me man! I've gotta say its 'the' movie to catch. I had doubts about vampires and stuff but after i watched the trailer, I wanted to watch the movie right! It was nice. I really enjoyed it and thanks Manveen for being my pillow during all the romantic scenes. EDWARD CULLEN is the hawt stuff in the movie. Its not really his looks but the way he is in the movie. He is so the ideal boyfriend material you know? This is the first time I've ever fallen in love with an actor from a movie. Its usually the actor rocks but the show sucks and vice versa but twilight was simply both a good movie and actor. Two thumbs up yo! So we went to 'Madagascar' (according to doris) We had sprited drinks and we dance and had funn. The end of the story for that part. Then we went over to Nish's place and crashed it. We ordered mcDs at 3++ in the morning. Haha! Someone was being either a thief or an owl. She did not want to let us all sleep. Haha! but we all did anyways. So all in all, it was fun, satisfying and I am sure going to miss it so much! I am going to miss the company. My friends! Hello? Its the last year of highschool. No more uniforms and rules. I am sure going to miss a very big part of me. But I am looking forward to college and being in a whole new scenario and everything. sigh. I will miss u. Now i carry the term "ex-assuntarians." happy? sad? joy? I really cannot tell. So I am in love with ED but i know i'll get over it but whatever, let me just go 'gaga' over him now. =) teehee!

Oh-my-loves! I am going to miss you all!

The movie!

After the movie

Lets hit it girls!!

The Fool

What you did was totally unacceptable,

What you did was totally unbelievable.

What you did was total pain,

What you did caused a cry in vain.

I cannot believe I am related to you,

And did I tell you that you look like a fool.

Your words and actions stricked down like thunder,

For I know its true,it caused my heart to blunder.

What you have done blew my mind,

And it made me think to myself, What have i done wrong this time?

I start to ponder and it was concluded,

I do not deserve this s**t you splattered.

I cannot bring myself to look at you,

Forgiving and forgetting its not its virtue.

Only time will tell when it comes true,

But the scar will last for sure I tell you.

Anyways, don't bother to figure who the poem is for. So back to happy thoughts!!! SPM is literally over!! I mean my last paper is EST but the science papers are gone! But physics really sucked. No joke. It was hard. WTC! At this point, I really don't care but I can't stop thinking about it. Anyways, my day just couldn't get any better ya'll. hee! surprise surprise! I won't tell you now.. Bleheehee. =) Probably in my next post. Okay, so I am just going sleepppppp!! *snores* So I can't for this thurs!! Pfftt!!! I can't wait!

#80

My 80th post.haha! That explains the title.

So yes, I know i should be studying for bio on Monday but..sad to say..I can't. Nothing is going in. Saturday i went for my Uncle's house warming. I didn't want to go at first but..must give face so yeah. Decided to go. I just had some fun time playing with my baby couz. They're so adorable and i feel so old. haha!

Pixtures with the old chap, my grandaddee =)

Sorry. kinda blurrr..dad's not a very good photographer. =)

Pixtures with my baby couz.

I take u. You take me.

His guitar toy. =)

Pixture of the day. Me and my couz sis. =)

I am still alive

I am feeling so lethargic at the moment. My mind is only set for BIO but my body is set towards my bed. I haven't slept much. I only slept at 2am yesterday and woke at 5am. So yes. I am scared for biology this coming monday. Its really fun, I really enjoy learning it but now when i open the book, i have no idea where to start. oh gosh! Anyways, I cannot let my bio teacher down. My oh-so-beautiful flower of love (i think most of u girls would know). Teacher, you are the reason why I am stressing myself up over bio. I promised to bring you back good results and I'll try my best to do it. It's been such a JOY over the 2years in the lab with you. I mean it. I will leave high school with the footprints you left on my journey called life.

The 'farneeh cuuteee' things I've seen :

This is actually a light but i find it funny for it go with an umbrella?? I can understand if this were place outside where it is roofless but this? I find it funny. So i decided to capture the moment.

This is mini mini brinjal. I am serious when i say mini. It is about 10cm long? Cute right? Haha! =)

Okay, so this pixtures are not meant to be funny. I just want to post them up. This is me and Melissa. We were in the car on to way somewhere.

So I'm suppose to get back to my books? Yeah, I think I should. If not, you'll see me making the headlines on Tuesday morning's news tabloid.

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So i wanna end with this song, Fearless by Taylor swift

Something 'bout the way

The street looks when it's

Just rained.

There's a glow

Off the pavement.
Walk me to the car,

And you know, I wanna ask you to dance right there,

In the middle of the parking lot.

Yeah.

I'm driving down the road.

I wonder if you know.

Trying so hard,

Not to get caught up,

Now. You're just so cool,
Run your hands through your hair.

Absent mindedly,

Making me want you,

And I don't know how it gets better than this.

You take my hand,

And drag me head first,

Fearless.

And I don't know why,

But, with you I'll dance,

In a storm,

In my best dress,

Fearless.

So baby drive slow,

Till we run outta road.

In this one-horse town,

I wanna stay right here,
In this passenger seat,

You put your eyes on me.

In this moment now,

Capture every memory.

And I don't know how it gets better than this.
You take my hand,

And drag me head first,

Fearless.

And I don't know why,

But, with you I'll dance,

In a storm,

In my best dress,

Fearless.

Well you stood there with me,

In the doorway.

My hands shake,

I'm not usually this way but,

You pull me in,

And I'm a little more brave.

It's the first kiss.

It's flawless.

It's really something.

It's fearless.

And I don't know how it gets better than this.

You take my hand,

And drag me head first,

Fearless.

And I don't know why,

But, with you I'll dance,

In a storm, In my best dress,

Fearless.

What am I gonna do??

My current update & situation

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Okay, so that is that.

Now, I just came up with a list of what I want to do after SPM! So here goes!

ツ Dye my hair.

ツ Scream my lungs out!

ツ Recycle or probably burn my exam papers!

ツ Let the BOOKS be gone!

ツ Party till there is no tomorrow!

ツ Shop for PROM.

ツ Enroll myself to a driving academy.

ツ Climb Mount.Kinabalu

ツ Hit the gym babeyh!

ツ Have a BSN day out.

ツ Get over with the cheer dinner.

ツ Sleep till past breakfast, lunch and dinner or maybe not waking up at all.

ツ Swimming & BBQ party.

ツ Shop for Christmas Prezzies!

ツ Finish reading Monday's child. ( fyi-buku ini pending half way through reading for the past 5 months or more.)

ツ PARTY! PARTY! PARTY!- new year, birthdays, CNY, for fun or what ever reason we party for.

Missing,

Gigglepops.giggle.giggle.pops.pops.

Teehee! ツ

Torn & Worn

This picture was taken when i was studying history. I was all drained out that it took me alot effort to forced that smile. and yes, I do wear specs! Nerd-ie-fying.

It is only the first week of exams and I am already so torn and worn. I feel a piece of old, smelly, shabby and torn and worn piece of rug. Haven't been up keeping myself? Probably. Well helloooo?? Exams? Does that ring a bell? History and BM is wayyy gone! yeah babeyh! no more Bm, no more HISTORY! For LIFE! i hope.teehee! So Bm was, okay for the fact that i could still manage doing it. Didn't shiver or trembled like what happened during PMR. History was crazy! My brain almost went out of service. English, no comments. Maths, it will be okay if I didn't make silly mistakes. =) I am quite nervous for BK actually, another history like paper. My hands are seriously aching. I couldn't even hold my pencil at the end of the day. I think it is going to break. My fingers especially. Don't be surprise if you see my fingers all cast up. My wrist hurts. sigh. What a terrible side effect due to exams? Don't you think? So, besides exams, I feel really unsettled. Certain things are putting me to dirturbia! And no one seems to get it? Anyways, I just can't wait till it over! I'll hang in there and get through this. Keep going on you guys! I smell freedom Babeyh!

Don't ask. This is how i look like when i study. my brother took it.

This is the worst outcome exams can probably bring about. A swollen finger. The plaster is so cute, it is red with a teddy bear and it paws all over. ahaas. =)

To you!

ZzOmgawd! Well, the war starts tomorrow for all the form 5s this year.

Its tomorrow!!! I bet all of us just can't wait till its over yes?

Anyhow, ALL THE BEST to all of you!

Thank you all for your encouragement and support.

I really appreciate every word of prayer and also for keeping me in your prayers. =)

Well, the feeling that its tomorrow sucks but we have to do what we have to do.

I am not aiming high this year, just hoping no to fail.

All the best once again.

Cheers to you! Let us do this thing!

*hugs*

LOST

It won't be the same now,

Me and you will never fulfill a vow.

To keeping secrets and crying through the night,

Like there is nothing to hide.

I am so used to you being always there,

Making me unhappy you never dare.

Now it won't be the same,

Till forever will our friendship slowly fade.

The best of friends we became,

I have never felt ashamed.

I have lost the one thing that is true,

My bestest friend, YOU.

I hate you for this,

but I have to accept the way it is.

I wish you all the happiness,

Leaving a trail of what is best between us.

Sorry seems a lie,

So I am letting you flyy.

Love seems gone,

We are torn.