Monday, December 22, 2008

Youth Camp 2008

Theme : Go M.A.D
Date : 10-13 December 2008
Venue : Broga Campsite, Semenyih

So camp was way back in time. Sorry but i SO do not have the time to blog about it. So after prom was camp the very next day. I fell sick during prom itself so the next day was also about the same. I had high fever. Sad but hey, I still made it for camp. I just felt like I had to be there. I was a leader of a group so yeah. For some reason I am always destined to pair up with the colour green. Last year my group was green an so was this year. So on the first day we were suppose to get to know our group members and come up with a group name and cheer. I was so sick that I cannot even walk. So my dear assistant took charge. Thank God. So he suddenly came to me while i was resting and told me the name of our group that they had came up with and GRASS EATERS it was. I was like, WHAT?! Are you serious? But wtv, it was what they came up with so I have to respect that. It was a uniquely weird name and I'm sure every camper was left with our cheer in their hearts and minds. teehee! Well, we left for camp after lunch and when we arrived there, we unload our stuff and was placed in our dorm. So they had activities but I cannot play because I was too sick. Can you imagine me wrapped around a thick comforter in the evening shivering? That was how bad things was. I couldn't attend the 1st 2 sessions because i was just unable to. So the next day, I was brought to the clinic. At first it was suspected that i had dengue but thank God it wasn't. I just had a throat infection but i had spots okay? that was very peculiar. I had my medication and I was well by evening. I even did the flying fox while i still can because the medicine was about to kick in. I had to skip the high rope because i was too drowsy already but i still got to do it the next day. Wee! So camp was pretty awesome and fun as always. The theme Go M.A.D really stands out. Fyi, M.a.D stands for make a difference. I would make a difference and would try my very best. To make a difference, we have to first start by changing ourselves. Our attitude towards certain perspectives in life has got to change. I have learn alot from this camp and it has definitely change me. So then I can change others. All in all, the camp was awesome! A job well done to the committees and our speaker. Thank you my assistant for helping me out when i was sick. Thank you members of my group for always being so patient. I love you all. So next, Camerons. And that will be in a whole new other post.
So here are some pixtures we took in the bus on the way back from camp!

There are more to come!! =)

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Assunta's Senior Prom Night 2008

Casino Royale. 9th Dec 2008. Holiday Villa, Subang




So met up with Mk at the saloon then did whatever with our hair and rush back to her house. Got ready then left for prom at 6.30pm. My prom date was Zafran who is also my ICC dance partner. Voted for prom king and queen and made our way to the hall. We were early or maybe the rest was just late? Well, took some pictures while i can still manage. I was feeling a bit unwell already. So, when the rest came, took more and more pictures! =) Later on, I cannot even walk. I was not able to. Not because of my heels but because my head was burning. So I miss out alot of toilet pics with my girls. So after buffet dinner there were the performances and did i mention that i won some lucky draw thingy. My prom ticket's number was 0077. Cool eh? Anyways, I dressed very simple for prom. I still make an effort of course not like i totally careless. I am just too lazy. I don't know why. The hall is freezing cold. WTC is wrong with the people. That made me even more sick. Anyways, Congrats to Farah and Maula for winning ber prom king and queen. So, the party started with dancing, dance dance dance till i drop. Take pictures, take pictures, take more pictures until i drop also. So after I have survived a few dancing moves and pictures I was very ill. I cannot bring myself to look up or anywhere. So yeah. Torture. I had fun that night and I didnt join the rest for after party because i was so sick with high fever. Even if i would want to follow, they will not let me either. So when home, sleep and prepare for camp the next day.














That's for now. More pictures coming up. Stay tuned. Toddles. =)




























Sunday, December 7, 2008

Disturbia!

Okay guys, its currently almost 7 in the morning. I haven't got much sleep. I couldn't sleep but i managed to at 1 something for after which I woke up at 5 something. I tried to fall back into bed till 6 something and I can't so i came online. I cannot sleep because I felt like vomitting, I felt like crying, my stomach is running up and down, dance steps are like running in my head and it was so cold i felt feverish. I was so exhausted after dancing yesterday but I cannot sleep. Why? Why are there a million thoughts in my mind? why? So many things to think of, so many things to worry. I have eye bags and its not even funny. I am going to look horrible for prom. sigh.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

So today I went to fitness first for a trial. It was okay. I am just lazy work out that's all. So after that I went to the supermarket to buy stuff for class party tomorrow. Speaking of class party tomorrow, I am feeling very very very upset and even the word angry doesn't exactly tell how i feel right now. I am so disappointed and sad but yet angry and furious. I thought I had the best classmates ever but in the end all that I thought was RUBBISH!! I repeat RUBBISH! What happen to 'oh, you plan everything and let us know?!' What happen to that? If you don't have the effin guts to even let me know you think its unfair to you and probably your clan, then just disappear from the surface of the earth. Go live in Mars or something. Probably everything there will be fair to you then. You can talk to rocks and make them listen to your nonsensical sense. Don't talk sense with me. After what you did which was that you bad mouth about me to someone more superior just because probably you are her pet. I repeat PET. Come on, I don't bite you know? Why can't you just tell me? Do you have any effin idea how much I stress over this just so that you can have fun? You have no idea! Put yourself in my goddamn shoes. I stay up till late at night to make little heart shaped notes with a little message for you before we part our ways but I guess I can throw it into the bin after all. If you think by doing what you did will make you anymore generous or maybe thoughtful, well you are wrong. It will only make you a teacher's pet even more. Please don't think just because you have a bf , it makes you a whole lot hotter and that you can do this to me. It makes me feel so sad to know that someone whom I thought I can call 'friend' backstabed me. Yes, you backstabber-teacher's pet! You are like little foxes who just steals the joy away from people. Well let me wake you up with a little FYI, as little as we can be, we'll still have FUN, without you. sulk all you want I don't really care. If you think that our little party isn't good enough for you princess, well go organized your own and see how many will turn up. You and?? I dunno your bf maybe? Haha! I need to laugh. I find this funny. So buzz off. I don't want to see you. Thank you very much for reading my pile of anguished words. Sorry if you think this is for you.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

No more brace face?? Last day in my school uniform. =) It couldn't get any better.







XX: Would you love me a little longer?


XY: A little longer? Alot longer.


XX: Would you love me forever?


XY: Forever is a long way...but eternity isn't.




So sweet rights? Blehh.. so random. teehee!






I NNNEEEDDDD to clean my room. Like seriously.
I am outta cash $$$. Hopefully dad will loan me some. If he will.
Christmas is around the corner. My wish this year?? To share what I have with YOU! =) Giving is better than receiving. And not forgetting the parttyyyhh time we'll have.

Monday, December 1, 2008

So this is what I found. I am a July baby and this is what is said about me. Tell me what you think.

July
Fun to be with. (well maybe. If you can stand my nonsense)
Secretive. (Quite. I hide my feelings really well. only when I am sad)
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. (yes.very true! I am complicated.)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (err...i dunno)
Takes pride in oneself. (sometimes.honest confession)
Has reputation. (who doesn't?)
Easily consoled. (it depends on who)
Honest. (if you want me to)
Concerned about people's feelings. (yes. i am ok)
Tactful. =)
Friendly. =) =) =)
Approachable. (i dont bite!)
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. ( very very true!)
Moody and easily hurt. (as true as u! haha!)
Witty and sparkly. (definitely witty but i do not glow)
Not revengeful. (*grins* i just might)
Forgiving but never forgets. (sometimes.it depends on the issue at hand)
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. ( i might get to random at times)
Guides others physically and mentally.(Physically? I don't know how.)
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. (yupss!)
Caring and loving. (Of course. haha! Perasan.)
Treats others equally. (I dont treat a person according to class)
Strong sense of sympathy. (this is utterly true. i cry and feel guilty very easily)
Wary and sharp. (hmmm?)
Judges people through observations. (i have the gift of reading your face.don't mess!)
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. (sometimes.when i am in the mood.)
Loves to be alone. (not really.)
Always broods about the past and the old friends. (i dunno)
Likes to be quiet. (when i am moody yes.)
Homely person. (i like to go out!!)
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. (i do. if everyone is like that, there are not such things as friends)
Not aggressive unless provoked. (uh huh)
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. ( sometimes. I just can't eat before 10am and after 10pm)
Loves to be loved. (who doesn't?)
Easily hurt but takes long to recover. (very true!!!)

IF you..

If you hate me just say it to my face,
If you don't like me then have the guts to say.
If you don't want me to be part of your life,
Just give me a memo letting me know I'll ruin your oh-so-perfect life!
I don't want you here either!
If you are just simply irritated,
Then just don't be! You don't have to you know?
No one point a gun at you forcing you to care.
There's no point if you say you will be there but in the end asking me to leave.
It hurts enough already. I don't need any unnecessary hurt from you.
The whole world hates me, I know that.
BITTER!