UNI LIFE :)

Uni life is pretty hectic at the moment, that's why I haven't been updating my blog. I'm in the middle of my end-of-semester examination and boy, I'm about to explode. No worries I'm still sane and I'm hanging in there for now. Here are a few anti-stressness getaways in uni which includes, bumming around in the auditorium which looks like a cinema, the chairs and everything, camwhoring, cheering, lunch dates outside campus and in-house partying :)

Thats all for now folks! I'll update soonest after this wave of exams :) Gotten a new phone btw.. Yays!

LOST.AFRAID.PSYCHOTIC

I might just turn into the 3rd word anytime soon. I feel like dying now. It is obviously a very vague thing to say but its true. I like the way things were but the way things were isn't the way things should be. I'm afraid to ask because I'm afraid what the answer might be. Why my life has to be SAD? Why is it that people who are suppose to love me are the very ones making life so difficult.. wait I need to rephrase that, EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.

I just wanna runaway. I hope rapture comes now.

If anyone is to talk to me or have been talking to me recently and you think something is wrong with me, tha'ts right! something is going on that I cant take it. ITS too OVERWHELMING. Im sorry.

How I miss Malacca :)

So I went to Malacca during the short merdeka holiday. I just need a break! I had alot of fun because all we do is EAT. We jump from place to place just to eat. I really miss it though. Going with a bunch of friends is somehow more fun i guess. You get to do crazy things and no one will look at you weirdly but just laugh along. It funny how we are all different in age but we still bond just as close. I miss the fun now. My holiday isn't a holiday, although its a long holiday but I have reports after reports to finish! All photographs are taken by Sue Jan and Jennifer Chew. Thank you for all the nice pictures :)

Thinking of Malacca makes me hungry! Yums yums! Gonna find things to eat :)

You.

After class today, it started raining heavily and I was walking towards my car with my umbrella up. I looked up and took a sniff of the air and it was somehow thoughtful. I know my brain was being thoughful about something but I just couldn't decipher it. It was just a short moment and I was back paying attention to getting over to my car.

My ballet flats were drenched and it was uncomfortable so I took it off and started to drive. It was an easy journey back. Like somehow my brain was being in its thoughtful moment again. Got home, relaxed a little and took a shower then he called. Talked as always then I blew my hair dry and went downstairs to make a hot cup of milo. It was soothing as it was rainy and it was chilly. This is prolly one of the days where I just wanna curl up with a hot cup of drink. I started to watch The Notebook. It was relaxing and towards the end of the movie, I teared.

For those who watched it, you'll know what I'm talking about. Most of us think the whole 2 teenagers in love knowing they are for each other and parents do not allow thingy only happens in the movies but tough luck, many do go through this scene. Me.

I do not resent anything as long as we're together but I wish things were better. Anyhow, after I watched the movie, I thought of you. I teared and felt so strongly inside that I'll be so devastated if we turn out like the characters in the movie. I'm scared. I don't want us to be like a shooting star where everything looks so happy and perfect and in a split second its gone forever.

I do trust your promises but man do fail and disappoint others. I just hope and pray you don't. Well, I know deep down you won't but from experiences I learn to never get my hopes too high. All I wanna say it, cherish your every moment with your mr/miss right when you found him or her. I will cherish and will always.

To all whom has read this. Please do not spread anything. Keep this to yourself. Thank you very much for this favour of yours :)

With day to day,

I look up and pray.

"Daddy up there, please don't take this precious gift You have given me today",

Hoping He'll say, "Little one, that precious gift is here to stay".

WEEKEEND ESCAPE!

Came back with bruises (fell off the bicycle) but it was all good :) it was fun although it was HOT!

silly willy :)

This photo was taken during the Charity home visit. It's part of IMU. This baby here was abandoned :( Why would someone not want him? All I can do is pray for him i guess that a good family would adopt him soon :)

He is brought up by a single parent so I guess the parent cannot cope taking care of him all alone. He has the nicest eyes ever. His eyes are so captivating that when he looks at you, your heart just melt :) I miss him much. He is kinda naughty but.. those eyes will just sweep you off your feet.

I just want the world to know, having a child is a huge responsibility and unless you are ready to face what is coming, DO NOT do anything silly. I'm sure you know what I mean. Think about your children. You abandoning them will severely affect their growing process. They might grow up feeling hopelessness that nobody wants them even their parents.

Seeing kids like this makes me appreciate and thank God for where I am today. I have a family, food to eat, a comfy bed, transport to go here and there and many many more. This poor children might not even have a toy to play with.

Here's a shout out to everyone..

YOUR DECISION MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE's LIFE. It either DESTROYS or BUILDS. SO MAKE YOUR DECISIONS WISELY :)

Hello earthlings! Im so sorry.. well, I know my posts these days are boring and stuff so this post is gonna be FUN i promise. Its gonna be full of colours and silly doinky smiles and faces :) The youth commitee organised Parents Appreciation Night (PAN). It is sort of like an annual thingy except for last year. We had awesome food, practices, colourful deco, PHOTOBOOTH where everyone just went bonkers, presentation was very well done and of course AWESOME youths that made it happen which will include EVERYONE :)

So as mentioned, PHOTOBOOTH.. Most of the photos here was taken there with funky props!I hope you guys enjoy :)

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These are a few of my favourites :)

If you still can't guess it, the THEME was BOLLYWOOD :)

I hope you guys enjoy it.. You might have prolly saw these pictures on FB.

Still next time when I blog, no guarantees when or how frequent considering Uni is sucking the life out of me. Toodles. Gotta hit the books and dive into my pile of notes.