How I miss Malacca :)

So I went to Malacca during the short merdeka holiday. I just need a break! I had alot of fun because all we do is EAT. We jump from place to place just to eat. I really miss it though. Going with a bunch of friends is somehow more fun i guess. You get to do crazy things and no one will look at you weirdly but just laugh along. It funny how we are all different in age but we still bond just as close. I miss the fun now. My holiday isn't a holiday, although its a long holiday but I have reports after reports to finish! All photographs are taken by Sue Jan and Jennifer Chew. Thank you for all the nice pictures :)

Thinking of Malacca makes me hungry! Yums yums! Gonna find things to eat :)

You.

After class today, it started raining heavily and I was walking towards my car with my umbrella up. I looked up and took a sniff of the air and it was somehow thoughtful. I know my brain was being thoughful about something but I just couldn't decipher it. It was just a short moment and I was back paying attention to getting over to my car.

My ballet flats were drenched and it was uncomfortable so I took it off and started to drive. It was an easy journey back. Like somehow my brain was being in its thoughtful moment again. Got home, relaxed a little and took a shower then he called. Talked as always then I blew my hair dry and went downstairs to make a hot cup of milo. It was soothing as it was rainy and it was chilly. This is prolly one of the days where I just wanna curl up with a hot cup of drink. I started to watch The Notebook. It was relaxing and towards the end of the movie, I teared.

For those who watched it, you'll know what I'm talking about. Most of us think the whole 2 teenagers in love knowing they are for each other and parents do not allow thingy only happens in the movies but tough luck, many do go through this scene. Me.

I do not resent anything as long as we're together but I wish things were better. Anyhow, after I watched the movie, I thought of you. I teared and felt so strongly inside that I'll be so devastated if we turn out like the characters in the movie. I'm scared. I don't want us to be like a shooting star where everything looks so happy and perfect and in a split second its gone forever.

I do trust your promises but man do fail and disappoint others. I just hope and pray you don't. Well, I know deep down you won't but from experiences I learn to never get my hopes too high. All I wanna say it, cherish your every moment with your mr/miss right when you found him or her. I will cherish and will always.

To all whom has read this. Please do not spread anything. Keep this to yourself. Thank you very much for this favour of yours :)

With day to day,

I look up and pray.

"Daddy up there, please don't take this precious gift You have given me today",

Hoping He'll say, "Little one, that precious gift is here to stay".