Studying can really make you go crazy! Seriously. Right now I'm taking a little break before my brain hits MASSIVE destruction! So yes.

I was in the mood of writing and i came up with this :



With much love and affection,

I stumble and feelings show.

With much patience and determination,

I wait to hold you close.

With every second that pass,

I can't help it but to think of you.

And in everything I do,

I try my very best to convince you.

So don't let me go for now and ever,

With love its you and me FOREVER.



Dear God,

Thank you God for today. Thank you for letting me live another day to see and to experience what the world has to offer me. =) Thank you for being my strength when i am at my weakest point. Thank you for carrying me through these rough and unpredictable journey call life. Without you I am nothing.

*Count your Blessings*

I am currently going BONKERS!
And worried too!
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FRIGGING DO DIFFERENTIATION and INTEGRATION!!
I am so dead!
I spent my afternoon today and the night yesterday doing some major changes to my blog
( as u can see )
I didn't have a pleasant sleep yesterday and i only slept for 3 hrs or less.
And it was a horrible sleep!
I was like half asleep but not fully asleep.
It was like i was hanging half way through my deep sleep and being awake!
Sickening much.
So tired of life!
Seriously am!
God please save my dear life!
I have like tuition later and hopefully i can concentrate.
Today was all in all boring and dull in school.
Started taking pictures whenever I am caught doing nothing. =)
I think i am turning ORANGE!
Too much papaya consumed!
I have got to cut down on that man.
Anyways, i am gonna go catch up on my beauty sleep when i have the chance to.

My Weekend

Well, I know the title of this post kinda sounds boring. It's like, 'Why in the world would i want to blog about my weekend?' Isn't every weekend like every other weekend? haha! My title is to generalized everything that happened during this last weekend so yea.

On Friday, I went for dance practice. Its those kinda jazzy sort of dance where you dance using a hat and stick. We dance to the song Crazy little thing call love. It was all tiring and boring probably its cause i wasn't in the mood but i still enjoy it. =) By the end of practice, i was all worn all already. I stayed over at a friend's place and i just couldn't sleep cause we were making jokes and one of my friend laughed like a hyena and that triggered the rest of us to laugh! =) It was all good fun! The conversation we had is just pure retarded mann! My gosh! haha! Anyways, with all that happened and was happening then, I still manage to close my eyes and fall into deep sleep. ZzzZzzzZZ..

.During the dance practice.

On the very next morning, at about 8am, I woke up and got ready to go to my friend's school for their Carnival day. This is not my first time visiting their school. I think i know almost everyone there. Haha! So i went there and i ate alot! I ate like 2 of those yogurt jelly-like pudding, Spaghetti, Marshmellows with chocolate syrup ( YUmm! ), vanilla ice cream with chocolate chip, marshmellows and gummy bears, i tried their fruit cocktail drink and cotton candy too. =) After that i walked around but i wasn't really very fond of walking cause my stupid shoe was giving me blisters! Yes and i mean more than one. So yea. I sat around most of the time cause its like everytime we walk, we are like walking in circles. You see the same thing over and over again! So yea. I sat down and after that a few of us went to eat lunch at the town area and I went to get slippers too! I really couldn't take the pain. So yes. Got my slippers and i was all ready to run. We went back to the school and cheered on the football team. Weird right? I know.. Cheering for people whom i don't know but i just couldn't resist not joining the fun. Haha! =) bite me.

The slippers that saved my life! I mean feet.

I was bored at the field. It was quite sunny though. *winks*

On Sunday, my left leg was hurting like mad! Too much of dancing i guess. I couldn't even walk properly! Owh! It was so torturing! So yes. melissa forgot to bring my slipper and i couldn't walk in heels but i can't buy another slipper cause i just bought one the day before and last week too. Oh my.. for all you know i'll end up with a new slipper every friggin week! Haha! Later on that day, i stayed back in church to help out with psalmist. Wondering what that is? Well, its just like we have this one every month and anyone can just come and have dinner, coffee, ice-cream, waffles and stuff like that and just chill out and talk. I had FUN helping out with the waffles though. You know Crocs are pretty comfortable. ( i wore an oversized one ) it was not mine though but it looks cute and funny. I had to leave early that day. Sad much, I couldn't eat my waffles! I went home dead and exhausted! I had to finish my history notes too! After i was done with that, I went to shower and pack for school the next day and i was dead asleep in no time! ZZzzZZzzZZzz....

The ....

Oversized...

CROCS!!!

*Loving the oversized crocs!*

All in ONE day..

Today is just one irregular every other day.

School was just normal and boring but i guess I spiced it up a little today with my hyperness!hee!!

Anyways, I got up and made my way to school ( a place where studies and teachers don't really matter. )
I got to class and put my heavy bag filled with books.

So then they had assembly today for God knows why?..
So then I stayed in class and did ADD MATHS!

My brain was just not awake yet and i can do the same question again and again with the help of the answer sheet and still get it wrong.

I was just too 'not awake' too react either.

Usually i will get so frustrated and just close the darn book but nope.

Not this time.

So the prefects had their installation today, and they went out to the hall for practice leaving only a number of us in class
Me, Kristen, Melie and Dogris stayed in class and did our revision.

So i went over to Kristen and sat beside her.

Then we started talking while my BM teacher was teaching.

I did my add maths too okays.

So it came to a point of time where i surrender and close my book and said, " My brain not working lar.. I can't do!. " Kristen just laughed.

And then it was add maths time and my teacher had to come in.

So fine.

Me and kristen did our add maths work and not hers so she came over to our table and started yacking on and on about why are we doing some other topic and stuff.

So yea.

I open the text book and just stared at the question.

Then she stopped teaching and gave us work.

So me and Kristen sneaked out of class to the only place we look forward to everyday!

The CANTEEN!! FOOD!!!

so yea..

but while walking there, we realised that it was on 10am and our recess is only at 10.30am.

So we roamed around a little and decided to settle down at the Cafeteria and we just couldn't resist buying food.

So i bought like 2 papayas and 3 egg tarts ( i ate one there and the other 2 later on in class. )

So when back to class and then i can finally do my add maths.

I did a few questions and then all of a sudden i just felt really hyper and started being random.( it must be the egg tarts! )
I said the most stupidest things ever! ( i am not gonna mention what )
And everyone from all being studious and quiet suddenly burst out laughing! haha!

Funny much!

So then more and more jokes came along and i started laughing so hard, i fell off the chair and i was down on the floor laughing like a mad woman!

Then i got hold of this scissors lying on kristen's table and i just did stupid stuff with it. ( no details pls )

Then i laughed till i cry! I really cried! Owh gosh!

So me and kristen was so bored we started skipping around school and sat at the corridor outside our class! haha!

Okay then i went back to Wai nee's house and kristen came along.

We sat down studied and then hit the roads for jogging!

The sun was so freaking HOT!
I almost fainted while running for a short while!

So yes. I stopped while Alexis and Kristen continued! =)

Then we went to have a feast with a few friends, ( Dharu, fattz, Darren, and Mozo ) haha!

So i ate alot cause i didn't have my lunch.

Fattz was left by me, Dharu and Darren to deal with a man who plays some instrument for money.

He will go from a table to another and ask for money.

So yea, Poor child but it was HILARIOUS!

Then we walked around and me, alexis and kristen had to leave cause kristen's dad was already on the way to pick her up from alexis's house.

So we couldn't catch a cab and we had to walk back like real fast!

Then on the way while we were walking, Kristen was reading a text msg and she tripped on something.

I heard alexis screaming and when i turn behind, she was flat on the ground.

I was shocked!
I couldn't react so then alexis helped her up and she was bleeding all over!

i mean on her knees and both her elbows even her hips! Owh gosh!

Poor girl!

so i gave her tissue to clean her wound and alexis called her friend out of no where to give us a lift home.
Thank God for him! =)
And yea we went back to her house and we got kristen's stuff and she got into the car.

Me and alexis just chilled in the room and ate 'duku langsat' then i went online and then my dad came to pick me up.

Today's just filled with lotsa laughter and dramas ( both sad and happy )

* feeling sorry for kristen*

Tagged by RAEVIN- Shine

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Some hearts.

2.How would you describe yourself?
Unbelievable.

3.What do you like in a guy?
What a girl wants. ( this sounds abit stupid )

4.How do you feel today?
Leaving

5.What is your life's purpose?
What about now.

6.What is your motto?
Wine Up

7. What do your friends think of you?
Pretty boy ( I am not )

8.What do you think of your parents?
L.O.V.E

9.What do you think about very often?
Heart Ain't a Brain

10.What is 2 + 2?
Ever Ever After

11.What do you think of your best friend?
I'm yours

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Everything ( true enough )

13.What is your life story?
You and Me

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
That's my goal

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Heaven sent

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Feelings show

17.What will they play at your funeral?
All american girl

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Stickwitu

19.What is your biggest fear?
Because you live

20.What is your biggest secret?
Tattoo

21.What do you think of your friends
With you

22.What will you post this as?
Shine

I tag : Dharushini Bai, Kristen Loke, Jenn Ai and Yong Sern

If only...

Have you ever wish you can turn back time? Have you ever wondered what will happen and what you will do if only you had the chance to turn back time?Well, as for me, i really wish i could turn back time and unwind all the troubles and mistakes i've made. Also for the words i've said to hurt people and stuff. I bet everyone has their past and stories made up of tiny puzzles of sad, hurt, anger, agony, joy, happiness and regrets. There are many things i have done in the past that i do regret and how i wish i could just unwind every tangled up situation that leads to sadness and all those mental breakdowns. I don't regret for the happy times that i had and the many smiles and laughs, but what i do regret is the sadness and hurts that comes along the way. I really hope someone so genius perhaps God would give us human the power to turn back time. Sometimes i do feel sad for the things that happen to my friends or the people around me and i just wish this world will be filled with just happiness and everyone will just be happy living life. haha! I mean i do wish sometimes that i could just unplug my PMS plug and my anger and frustration plug so then i won't hurt anyone by my actions and words. I am truly SORRY!

Well, lets face it! This is REALITY! This is LIFE! And no matter how much you and i wish for all the above to happen, it won't! Disappointing huh?? This is life and no matter how much you wish for the only happiness and not the sorrows, life will always be life. Full of ups and downs. Life doesn't always go our way and we will just have to live with it hoping theres a blessing in disguise. *winks*

*wishing upon the stars tonite*

How gentle is the rain,
that falls softly on the meadow.
Birds high up on the trees,
seranade the clouds with their melodies.

See there beyond the hill,
the bright colours of the rainbow.
Some magic from above,
made this day for us just to fall in LOVE.

You hold me in your arms,
and say once again you love me.
And if your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful.

Now i belong to you,
from this day now until forever.
Just love me tenderly,
and i'll give to you every part of me.

Don't ever make me cry,
through long lonely nights without love.
Be always true to me,
and keep it stay in your heart eternally.

You hold me in your arms,
and say once again you love me.
And if your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful..

These words mean everything to me and it will be for eternally...