Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been really busy and I am not joking. I think it is probably towards the end of the year that things starts to get all hyped up!

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The not-so-happening happenings :

*Physics presentation

1/09/09

*Directed Investigation

2/09/09~3/09/09

*Mathematical Studies Common Test 4

04/09/09

*Physics Test 4

07/09/09

*Trial Examination

14/09/09~17/09/09

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I've got a really nice update coming up but i have to get all the pictures first. The photographer is away somewhere with no internet at the moment. So, here is a little sneak preview of that update. (pixxies from ovr)

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Weird-o-happenings today :
mummy commented on my status this afternoon on facebook. How weird?

i still feel a little weird around you.

ChristinaChan :)

Hello all!

Here are some random moments in college and also some place else where.

In class B-)

Cinnammonnn..Starbucks.

Saturday's little day out :)

that tictactoe game :)

Saturday being loved by alomost everyone.

Spot for something green and you'll see ShengYong emoing in his 'kandang'

My retarded LALA friend who thinks cutting 2 lines on the side of his head will make him look cooler. *pukes*

you.make.the.stars.turn.to.look.at.you.

<3

A bunch of wishes & greetings to give!

Happy birthday Isaac!

Great to have you in my life.

=)

I wish you all the good things and that your wishes will come through.

Happy 18!

You're finally legal!

Don't be naughty now.

Hees!

Next up..

Welcome back Stanley aka Boss!

We shall catch up on things soonest yeah?

(L-R: Sam, Isaac, Stanley & Me)

The 3 person i wish in my recent posts.

*I can't help it but to fall in and out things

Was Facebooking just a while ago and came across these (below) pixxies. Funny pictures =)

Left: Joel & Andrew with the green patterned hello kitty or something like that umbrella.

Right: Jeremy with another green umbrella. Great to have you back! =)

This was a while back.

Missing the long hair but loving the short. sighs. Dilemma much?

So? Long or short?

(you can leave your comment if you wish)

My heart will follow wholly after You,

Christina Chan

Today I had a really good time. =) Gotten myself a new charm bracelet! Really love it though. Kudos to Jennifer. I have fallen sick again. Sigh. My head hurts as though a bulldozer just rampped over it. My eyes can barely open and squinting is the only alternative. Throat as sore as ever. I sound like a horse or a man. Oh well, make it a horsemen. My nose is like a running river. *sniffs* On and off fever. I am okay. =) I am still alive, breathing and counting down the days. So I have physics and Lan studies to study. I've got exams this Wednesday and Thursday. Can't wait for family day the following Friday. Yellow team will rock the floors yo! Oh waits, or yellow team will walk till we drop! teehees. Oh yeas, I miss cheerleading. Looking through this year's sport's day pixxies of Assunta makes me miss high school and cheerleading even more. =) Oh wells, life still moves on and it will rock just as much. I hope. *winks*

Everytime when someone do me wrong or I am angry at that particular someone, I will wanna take a step back to think and also to ponder upon these words.

Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, It does not boast, It is not proud. It is not rude, It is not self-seeking, It is not easily angered, It keeps no records of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protect, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13:4-6

Goodnight all!

Calling it a night.

Have to get up early in the morning for class. =)

Will see you in my next post.

Toddles.

Snifflers,

Christina Chan.

Missing you dearest

Hello all!! Sorry for I have been missing these few days. I had TEST after TEST!

Biology was on tuesday, Maths the day after and Chemistry was today.

Lets start from ze top, bio was tiring. Cramping every fact is not an easy task. My brain felt so concentrated and heavy till after the paper where i vomited everything out.

What a relieve till I have to cramp everything again for maths! numbers! I dislike numbers i prefer abc to 123. Besides that, i had DI (directed investigation) for 3 days and yet again numbers! Maths was okay. I really have nothing to say.

Chemistry today was speechless. I did not have enough time once again. I seriously need a watch. Anyone wants to buy me a nice one? Till then, I'll just bring a clock to the exam hall. =) I am so not happy about my paper but I am just glad its over.

This is not the end, I have physics on monday and it'll be hard. It always is.

Numberssss! zzomggosh. doomness! Hopefully my brain will work super duper fast on monday.

Wish me all the best! =)

Anyhow, I am going to snoozze off early tonights. I am like sleep deprived!

So nightyy night, nighters.

*boys will always boys..yes moooo?*

....to fall deeper in love with You,

Christina Chan

Last week has been a full of ups and downs week. I really regret for feeling and acting so utterly unreasonable sometimes. I am sorry again for those who were and are still hurt by my me. Sorrryy.. *slaps myself* So therefore, I have come up with resolutions that i hope to keep and succeed in doing which will last for a lifetime. I hope. *grins*

#1

emo less. emo lesser. don't emo at all. (try not to emo)

#2

be happy all the time =)

#3

don't get angry easily.

#4

stress less

#5

be a more understanding friend and individual

#6

learn to feel for others

#7

never take into heart the little petty thing and fret over it.

#8

will not say things that will hurt others.

#9

will not put the blame others when things go wrong.

#10

most of all, to cherish, love, respect and to never hurt the closest and the dearest people around me.

(jess, i'm sorry)

Random updates on random stuffs! =)

Meet Pamzziee. Compliments from BoonKeat all the way from Beijing! Thanks bro! =)

There you go Jess! The pixxie you wanna see so much. Hee! So what is so significant about this picture you may ask but the most significant thing in the picture is the Red flipper! Notice it? So Jess wore her new pumps (100% leather) today and she has blisters all over her both feet! Poor things! So she got herself a slipper which is that red flipper you see. She thinks its ugly but its the best we could get. Be thankful WOMAN and you better thank me for finding that slipper for you! You can do it over lunch. Jk. =)

Today is pretty much the same and I just can't wait till Sunday again. What an excitement!

Oh, Lord keep this faith burning in me. I don't wanna lose hope and i don't wanna let go. Guard my heart to the things i feel and my ears to discern for Your voice as well as the things I hear everyday.

when all hope is gone,

Christina Chan =)

curviesforlife.

Distance apart but never at heart. =)

"I'll come to you and hold you close to my heart.

How can i forget you?, Your name is written on my hand."

I ponder and wonder upon these words said today. I am amazed by You and Your unfailing love, being so ever ready to catch me whenever I fall and to carry me through the rough times. These words really mean the world to me. It is when times you think He has forgotten all about you that He actually wants it so much to find you and He wants you to let Him into your heart. Thank you so much for this precious gift. A gift of a lifetime. =)

Sorry for the late updates. (jess i know you're reading this) Anyways, this are some pixxies taken last week and some this week. Hope you'll enjoy. I'll story as you scroll.

These are pixxies taken during biology in the lab. We hid under the table to take these pictures. It was hilarious cause we were like hiding from teacher and stuff. Can you imagine 3 students crawling up and down to take pictures? Gosh. It was hilarious. I remember i was sick then but it was great to have fun.

see what i mean when i say i was sick? I look so pale.

Now, meet those who joins me for biology class in the lab every monday and tuesday.

the millipede. A huge one.

the spider or tarantula? either way they are still spiders.

this is a baby snake. I think its a python. This was found in the campus somewhere at the back. There were 7 of them. I think the 'mum' would probably anaconda. how scary?

this is just gross. this is a mice and its intestine. how gross!? *pukes*

Well now, this is JESSICA FONG ZHEN YU (i know you're reading this too!) she is my cam whore partner. Out of no where today she suddenly said, "eh, we haven't been taking pictures for a long time." So we took pictures! =) I had so much time laughing with her in class and stuff. Also, we speak of random stuffs and coming up with random jokes. right jess? hmm..i feel like eating satay. Does that ring any bells?

Look at my eyebags! Gosh. Sue me! I havent been sleeping. Exams!

INSANITY

Raindrops are pitter pattering,

And here I am sitting down without doing a thing.

My history book is sprawled open on the table,

but my head feels so disabled.

Raindrops I hear you,

So much of me wants to be soaked in you.

My brain feels so tangled up with numbers,

Its probably the sight of integers for the pass few hours.

Raindrops, raindrops,

How free you fall without a thought.

All these words and numbers are driving me to pain,

I guess I'm becoming INSANE.

Raindrops, what such reality,

Wash away this INSANITY.

That I will once be free again,

Let me not be soaked in vain.

Raindrops, you've got nothing to hide,

How translucent and fine.

Clear these skies that I may find,

Something so bright, oh rainbow shine!

It has been

RAINING the whole of today.

I am So LOVING

the weather!

I am so LOOKING forward

to this WEEKEND! =)

I'll Never Want to Grow Up!!

It is true that when we were all kiddies, we wondered and pondered about what being a grown up is like. For some of us girls, we will even try to dress up like a grown up and steal our mummy's lipsticks and perfume and try them on. When we're finally a teen at about say 12 0r 13, we'll do and try all sorts of act that we think the grown ups do. Naive much. Every child has no worries about the world and what's happening out there where as, a grown up has to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. Nothing comes easy yes but the amount of pressure and stress just makes it so much more easier for us to give up. To add on, there are bound to be hurts along the way. Its hard enough to mend a broken glass what more a broken heart? One hurt after another just somehow reveals itself again every time we swore that it will not happen again. How ironic? Little minds don't have to worry of getting hurt now, do they? All they will do when they are hurt is to just cry and there, back to who they were. Its like they have some sort of power to erase things for real. Everything will be provided for them and they do not need to worry about exams and what it takes to succeed in life. They can play all day long, laugh and giggle all day long. I miss my barbie dolls and 'I have no worries' days back then. But reality is reality. I am now an almost grown up i can say. There are burdens I have to carry now, even if i like it or not, I have to face it. Just as the saying goes, I wish i was a little girl again, because its easier to mend a broken doll than a broken heart. I wish I'd never grow up.

I miss the peace I have in You,

I miss the love I've found in You.

I miss the joy I've experienced when I am with You,

I miss the passion I had for You.

I am truly sorry,

Please bring me back.

Send your brightest star and warmest love,

Don't leave me astray in this lonely world.

For when I am alone,

I am nothing.

But with You,

I can be everything.

Envelope me in Your arms once again,

To reclaim what I've lost is much gain.

Lead me the lost back to You,

I want to come running after You.

.Let me be soaked with love.

Spinning, twirling, flying away

Memories guide me from yesterday

Time will reveal my destiny

So why should I fight what's right for me?

I'll live, I'll breathe

I'll dance my dreams

Hold me, kiss me

Look through my eyes

Know me, oh feel me

No more disguise

So why should I fight

What's planned for me?

I'll live, I'll breathe
I'll dance my dreams

Take my hand

Dance in my world

As I live, I breathe

I dance my dreams

Tomorrow will be mine

Today is ours

I will never let go

Until time unwinds

Today I have just arrived

I'll dance my dreams.

Yes, I will...

And today at Tuition. I flunk my physics test! Not like i never study but wtv i've studied didn't come out or it came out in a very deformed manner. Especially waves! OMG! I thought I was reading some alien Morse code or something. I'm serious ok? and i didn't have much time to finish everything cause i didn't know i was suppose to do only the objective part and went on with the subjective! Silly me! This is so depressing. =( I'm so going to need some tranquilizers or some kind of anti-depressant that will do wonders! or maybe I'll just buck up.

I lost my voice btw. There's this once my brother asked me to shut up and not talk cause my voice irritates him! He's so mean! But he got what he deserves after making that statement. Nyehehehe! that taught him a lesson. I sound like a duck or a man. Sometimes my voice sounds squeeckkyy or it sounds rough and deep. Probably sexayh too! haha! But i hardly can talk.

Good Nite to the world! Me going to sleep after I gosok my gigi (it smells like garlic cause i ate garlic toast. ! ! grosszzznesss ! !) and cuci my muka. Its been a long day! This is the worst holiday ever!

In the quiet,

in the stillness,

I know that You are God.

In the secret of Your presence,

I know there I am RESTORED.

When You call I wont refuse.

Each new day again I'll choose.

In the chaos,

In confusion,

I know You're sovereign still.

In the moment of my weakness,

You give me grace to do Your will.

When You call I won't delay.

This, my song, through all my days.

All my delight is in You.

All of my hope,

All of my strength.

All my delight in in You.

FOREVERMORE...

I mean every word that has be written. I am not ashamed to tell the world the most of fundamentals that had brought me this far in life. I am gonna live the rest of my days according to His will. Thank you Jesus for crucifying on the cross to set me free, now i will live to bring you praise. Teach me and guide me. I surrender it all to You.

Studying can really make you go crazy! Seriously. Right now I'm taking a little break before my brain hits MASSIVE destruction! So yes.

I was in the mood of writing and i came up with this :



With much love and affection,

I stumble and feelings show.

With much patience and determination,

I wait to hold you close.

With every second that pass,

I can't help it but to think of you.

And in everything I do,

I try my very best to convince you.

So don't let me go for now and ever,

With love its you and me FOREVER.



Dear God,

Thank you God for today. Thank you for letting me live another day to see and to experience what the world has to offer me. =) Thank you for being my strength when i am at my weakest point. Thank you for carrying me through these rough and unpredictable journey call life. Without you I am nothing.

*Count your Blessings*

How gentle is the rain,
that falls softly on the meadow.
Birds high up on the trees,
seranade the clouds with their melodies.

See there beyond the hill,
the bright colours of the rainbow.
Some magic from above,
made this day for us just to fall in LOVE.

You hold me in your arms,
and say once again you love me.
And if your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful.

Now i belong to you,
from this day now until forever.
Just love me tenderly,
and i'll give to you every part of me.

Don't ever make me cry,
through long lonely nights without love.
Be always true to me,
and keep it stay in your heart eternally.

You hold me in your arms,
and say once again you love me.
And if your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful..

These words mean everything to me and it will be for eternally...

The seconds that flows by, stretches to years.


and in every second there are more fears,


That i would never feel your warmth,


Your beating heart and perfect touch.


Only the aching wounds and broken crutch

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But I hold you dear, no further then near.


And when you do cry, i'll catch every tear.


So count the seconds, because as they pass.


They'll bring us closer, for our hearts they'll last.







Someone wrote this for me some time ago. This will stay with me forever.







.Feeling all sad & confused.