GUILT

Hello civilisation! haha! Its the last week of exams. To be exact, its the last 3 days of exams. I am indeed very relieve that trials are coming to an end but I'm still feeling guilty. I am not gonna story about what makes this guilt come to life but I'm gonna take this oppurtunity to say how sorry i am.

I am so sorry my dearest friend whoms house is practically my 2nd home. I am so sorry for doubting you. I shouldn't have. I am so truly sorry. Thank you for having a big heart to forgive me. I am truly sorry.

I am also sorry for the people I can't help. I just couldnt bring myself to do such a thing. I am so sorry. Please don't get mad at me. I am sorry. Truly am. Even if I did, I feel so troubled. I am so sorry.

I am sorry for the people who feels down and like when it seems the whole world is against you. Im so sorry. There's nothing i can do to undo what happened. I am sorry. It just makes me tear know people that i cherish most beating themselves up because probably something that they didn't ought to do. No one is perfect. Think of whats good.

Okays, anyways, enough of emoing.
I am going to study now.
And im gonna look forward to this FRIDAY.
Will surely update about it soon! =)

Its heartbreaking.

Christina.Chan

The BRAIN MALFUNCTION!

I don't think my brain is working.
I don't think I have the thing called brain anymore.
I had bio trial paper yesterday and chemistry today.
Nothing really went into my thick skull for chemistry because
my brain was still filled with biology.
I was so worried for bio that I spend most my time studying it and
so unintensionally ignored Chemistry.
I only got to realize that i don't know anything about chemistry!!
Then I tried to study but NO
nothing went in.
My head was too full with facts from biology.
Now that chemistry is over.
I have to find a way to minimize all the I've studied and
subconciously store it somewhere else.
My brain feels so squashed up.

If you know what i mean.
I just can't bring myself to stuff physics into my head.
*screams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
oh gosh!

Oh LOOK! i found these pictures!
When i still had my giler giler panjang rambut.
We were at Phaik May's room yes?

This just brings back good old memories. =)
Can't wait for this Friday when I get the chance to partyy!! all nite long!
Wahahahas!

Till then,
LOVES ♥

BIM-DY

Today someone found something in the garden outside my house and decided that its a bracelet. Yes it does look like one but its too big for a bracelet. This was what happen :

bimboD : Eh, girl do you want this?

me: Hmmm? What is it?

bimboD : its a bracelet i think.
me: Are you sure?
bimboD : yah. I guess so.

me : (examining it properly) eh, nolar! Its a dog collar! What lar you!?

bimboD : Where got? So big meh?

me : For small dogs lar!

bimboD : Oh, really?

me : yes. omg!

*don't mind the 'lar's and the 'mah's *

Funny? Sad much. That bimboD is my DAD! He is such a bimbo but i don't blame him. He doesn't know a thing about bracelets and stuff. If he were to know, I'll be scared. =S

FYI : the title bim-dy is the combination of Bimbo Daddy.

There! the ugly looking dog colar-necklace.

The recents pictures :

While i was studying history just not too long ago.

Canton-i, 1 utama. I went there for dinner just last monday after tuition. The food is just as awesome as its deco! I LOVE the deco!



There are more pictures of Miss Alexis but i have decided not to post it up! You'll vomit after that! hee! I am going to hit the showers! And enjoy the rest of the studying or maybe not! Happy blogging! Mwah!

Miss i-got-chocs-today!

Christina.Chan

Trials Babeyh!

What such hassle?!
Trials all in all sucks!
Well it probably will be.
Its only the second week.
Bm paper 2 was crap!
English was boring.
Sejarah was painful!
My hand i mean.
So much to write.
I'm missing everyone I got lost in contact with and also those im seeing everyday!
Im outta words..
Im so not looking forward to my sciences paper. (phy,chem,bio)
Im just looking forward to moral.
YES! why? Its the last paper!
Can't wait!

Eppy happy preppy birthday KEN JON! =)
You've been such a big bro to me!
I mean yea. I've known u all my life!
Have a blast dude!
Cheers to you! =))))

me.miss.my.long.hair.very.very.muchie!
(omg. i sound so cina)
Till then toddles babykins!

INSANITY

Raindrops are pitter pattering,

And here I am sitting down without doing a thing.

My history book is sprawled open on the table,

but my head feels so disabled.

Raindrops I hear you,

So much of me wants to be soaked in you.

My brain feels so tangled up with numbers,

Its probably the sight of integers for the pass few hours.

Raindrops, raindrops,

How free you fall without a thought.

All these words and numbers are driving me to pain,

I guess I'm becoming INSANE.

Raindrops, what such reality,

Wash away this INSANITY.

That I will once be free again,

Let me not be soaked in vain.

Raindrops, you've got nothing to hide,

How translucent and fine.

Clear these skies that I may find,

Something so bright, oh rainbow shine!

I

PRESENT

to

YOU

SCHOOL

Teehee! =)

This is how crazy we can be!

That innocent girl was doing her add maths and we decided to disturb her and it was caught on camera.

just look at her spastic face. =)

Medals Babeyh!

From grandma chen to her beautiful grand daughters.

The JOY!

Loser loser CHEN!

Caught in action my friend!

It was pay back time!

It was tough messing with this woman!

This was snippets from what we did last friday. The times of laughters just ease the tension of our upcoming exams. =)

The Holiday!

This time, I went to like quite a number of places. We were supposedly to stay 2 nights but I didn't want so we only stayed for a night. =) We push off from KL at about 6.30am and after about 2 hours of driving, we were at Kuala Selangor. So we went up the hill overlooking Kuala Selangor. There was a light house there and OH-MY-GOD! There were monkeys!!!! A whole clan of monkeys! but these are the tame ones so they won't bit or attack you. At first there were only like a few monkeys but my dad went and feed them kuaci then after that a whole ecosystem of monkeys came surrounding us. I have never seen so many monkeys in my whole entire freaking life. I was so afraid that they will get a chance to get into the car and runsack everything. My goodness. So after picture taking and stuff we head off for breakfast and oh my the monkeys won't stop following! They even lined up along the road as if they are waving us goodbye. So yea. They were funny looking monkeys! So breakfast, we went into some village to try out some local delicacy. Everyone one there seem so simple. Nothing fancy. So I ate chee cheong fun and some siu mai for breakfast. After that we head on to our next destination, Setiawan and there we had lunch. We were eating at some Peking restaurant where a meal is about 7 dfishes. I was very full because it has not even been 4 hours since i last ate. After lunch we went to check in to our hotel and unpack everything. I stayed in the hotel room because my stomach hurts like nobody business! I almost died! So I slept off while the others went for a massage and CC. So I woke up at 6.30pm wondering why are all of them not back yet. Then i went for a shower and not long after that they came back and my brothers went swimming. I sat by the pool studying. When the sky got darker I couldn't study anymore and so I head back to my room and ate duku. We had late dinner which was around 9pm. We ate seafood and darn it, the food was awesome. I enjoyed eating. So we were all so dead at around 12am after the countdown for Merdeka. To tell the truth, that thought never come across my mind. How unpatriotic! So i slept off and the next morning me, Esther and Isaac went for beach hunting. We were walking and walking to like the ends of the earth and for all we know there wasn't any beach because our hotel is along the Pangkor harbour. How sad? So the chance for us to relax at the beach FAILED! So they head off to swimming. After that we had nasi lemak for breakfast and it was really nice. After that we checked out and head off to buy some dry seafood! =) Lunch was satifying and I'm proud that i tried the tom yam fish! haha! But i didn't eat much cause I don't want to get a stomach ache. After lunch, We went to a GO-KART place and played GO-KART! It was so fun! I take this as praticing for driving sooner or later. So FUN! I felt like a drifter! So after that we head to drink some fresh coconut. It was so refreshing! And after that we were suppose to go for dinner then to see fireflies. But everyone didn't want to so i was quite sad because I want to see fireflies! They went to eat instead. I almost vomitted I tell you. These whole trip is like an eating tour. I ate a bit as my stomach felt uneasy already. Then i thought ok, this is goodbye and we heading off to KL without having a sight of fireflies but they drove there and it was already 11++ pm and we thought its closed but it was still open. My heart flip overjoyed! =) The fireflies was so beautiful and we can only see it with our naked eyes and any picture or video just won't do the job. Sorry there was no pictures from the fireflies because it was dark and u can't take a picture of it. It was so beautiful. Like Christmas trees lighted up. It was blinking and blinking and some were flying around. Such beauty! I was smilling from side to side when it was all over and now I'm ready to go home with such memories. Thank you all for making this possible. =)

The lighthouse

Monkeys!

Overlooking Kuala Selangor

And MORE MONKEYS!!!

As they wave us GOODBYE

I just woke up

For breakfast!

One of the dishes during dinner! snails!!! Gross!!

Being little kids again at the playground

The mini beach we found along the harbour

Sunshine!

Pangkor harbour

we caught a sight of rainbow in the morning. How peculiar? btw, this is the 2nd rainbow i saw this week.

My childhood friends. My friends for a lifetime.

Sunnie sunnie pictures!

By the pool

The tom yam fish! It looks disgustingly spicy!

Go kart babeyh!

Oh look who I brought along? Tuesday. Thank you dear for letting me rest my head on you. =)

This is one happy girl who got to see FIREFLIES! =)

Thank you all for making my dream and wish come true. I am glad indeed. =)