DANCING DREAMS

Monday, February 9, 2009

So as you can see below, I hurt my palm. It like my blood vessel broke or something. Or maybe its just a normal swollen thing. Well, nothing really matters now does it?

Day 1

Day 2

Oh boy! Now its just.. purple and blue.

Fireworks are really pretty. It amazes you with its beauty and you fall for it but it only last for a short while. And when it is all finish and done, you'll be where you were in the beginning. Just like our emotions sometimes. It gives us the tingly feeling and when it is all taken away, it all comes down to nothing.

So last friday we had this gathering at Dharu's place. It was always to bid farewell to Amrith who is flying back to aussie soon. It was all good. The food was awesome as there were lamb and it felt like a high school reunion. I haven't seen some in ages and it great seeing them back again. I had a great time at least to keep stuff off my mind for that bit. We took loads of pixxies and we played with fireworks which was my very first time in a long long time since i last played with it. So yeah. Im somehow scared of it but it's just so pretty. It reminds me of something but that i will tell some other time.

So the cups were labelled and this is my cup which means, Manveen misses me (rosie) Don't ask why i am called rosie okays? =)

Darren, Sarah and Me. Look at my face, I was already so tired and sarah wanted to take me to another open house. evil her. Haha! =) Jk!

I have no idea what they were fighting about.

me and kristen. =)

Fireworks babeyh! =)

Myra =)

Sarah, me, myra, wai nee and mershel.

Phaik may looks so perky!

The one I am hugging is amrith. Mittiii..I'll miss you. =) It was great to have you back!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Was almost late for class. Had lunch while discussing our LAN presentation. Had fun during physics because I find it so funny how some ( me, jess and dope) were just laughing while we did our experiment. From hitting each other's butts with the metre rule to hiding under the table to snap a photo. Had dance club meeting today. Very tired. Had biscottis for the first time and chocolate banana muffin at starbucks. Has a great laugh there too! We were drunk due to our tired-ness. Anyways, happy moments do last for just a short time.

Taken during LAN. =)

This is just so funny. We hid under the table to take this during physics while others were doing practical. =)

How do you if what you are doing is for my good or for that matter, 'our' good? How would you know that i would thank you in future? NO i won't. Fat hopes dear! I won't. You're not God. You never asked if its for my good. How can you just assume that it will bound to be in future? You never cared if i was ok or how i'm taking this. No, you didn't. How can you be so cold towards me? How can you be so selfish? I know that this isn't easy for you and it was never for me. I tried. It didn't work. I keep falling back over and over again. So much for 'i will never let you fall.'

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

College was very hectic today! I had my bio test today and malaysian studies too. I was revising like crazy for bio but nothing went in! And malaysian studies was even better, I don't remember anything. Today was a freaking stressful day! I cannot find myself smilling like i always do. So stressful! I almost cried. The feeling was just so horrible! I practically felt sufficated. I felt like i've been treated like rubbish. sigh. Thank God for my classmates, dope, jess and the rest for being ever so patient and comforting me. I really didn't feel good today. sigh. Anyways, i still don't feel good but sort it. Screw it!

This is me and Jess when we were suppose to study for bio.

Why must you force me to do things that i don't want to do or not willing to do? Why do you have to treat me like rubbish? After all that has happen and that day when you did something wrong, have i ever treated you the way you are treating me now? NO. I didn't. And now that i didn't do anything wrong, you treat me like that. Sigh.